manicmegan13

Life.Reality.Dreams.Fantasy Im Alone. Unloved And Unliked. Hated And Alone. Depressive State. Population: Me. Life Doesn’t Let Me Be Happy. Only In My Dreams I Am Happy. I Am Not Alone. I Am Loved. I Am Liked. In My Mind. Im My Dreams. I Am Life. In Real Life. Im Alone And Crying. I Fake A Smile On The Outside. Inside I Am Screaming. Screaming To Escape. Escape The Hatred. Escape The Hurt. Escape All My Pain. I Hurt All. But I Hurt Myself The Most, I Stay Alive For The People I Love That For Now I Can Only Wish To Keep Loving Me. I Wait. Day After Day. I Wait. My Heart Fills With False Hope. I Have Been Hurt So Many Times. I Have Stopped Believing. Believing In Love. In Hope. In Everyone. In Myself. If I Continue To Hurt. I Blame My Heart. My Heart That Has Been Broken A Time Too Many. I Want Someone To Mend It. Not Break It. I Don’t Want The Void In My Soul. You May Laugh. You May Make Fun Of Me. You May Point And Stare. You Know Nothing. You Don’t Know My Pain. Until You Do You Know Nothing About Me. I Am Pain. I Am Suffering. I Am The Feeling Of Remorse. Of Mourning. Of Sorrow. I Am Hatred. I Am Anger. I Am Sadness. I Am Alone. Forever. In Life. Reality. Dreams. And Fantasy.